Maybe there is a God.
For those who have known me for a long time will be surprised to hear me say that.
I’m happy…

If I was just a child then I couldn’t handle this like I have. I’m sticking it out.

The doo rags, back fitted hats, locals in furs.
Riker’s Island buses still packed, what’s the word?
The drinker’s still drinkin’ or puffin’ they erb.
And I’m still enjoyin’ life’s ride, right.
- Nas

Somethings got to change
Sounds of laughter and happiness turns my tear drops to rain
Been baring this burdern for too many of my days
Looks like breezes of Autumn done finally blew my way
Like memories of yesterday

Voices in my head tell me I’ve done wrong
They all sing the same song
Can I wake up tomorrow
Without feeling the sorrow
That makes my body ache
My hands constantly shake
And only you can make my heart beat at a regular pace
I can’t tell a lie to you, or your pretty face

How’s this the most work I have done on the site in a month comes on Christmas day.
The timestamps now reflect Korea Standard Time, I’ve changed the borders a bit, I began to implement the menu, and the update timer is now active. No Jer, the bio.asp page is not up yet.
I guess I needed to do something to take my mind off life. I realized today that at this moment my life is a lot like the plot in Baby Boy except for the fact I don’t have an ex-con trying to kill me, or do I?

Christmas day? No, I don’t think so.
I’m just laying on my bed all day listening to music and contemplating life. I can’t believe that the construction workers are working today. And the guy selling vegetables or something is out ther because I can here that recorded message looping over top of my music.
I really need to get some hit counters or something up so I can see how many people are looking at my site. Despite what I’ve been told I don’t think anyone is reading this.

Well I think I’ll go worry some more.

I wish life was more simple sometimes but then again all the problems I have are ones that I created for myself. And at the same time I’m also extremely happy with where I am in life.

Well I have finally done a little more programming. Nothing too serious but I got some paging done on the photo gallery so now you will always see the 10 latest pictures. This will dramatically cut back on the download time for the pages and makes browsing the pictures a little simpler in my opinion. It’s not working 100% perfect but it works good enough for the time being. Also the debug counters are still turned on because I’m too lazy and tired to turn them off since it is 12:50AM on Christmas Day.
How sad!

Life never ceases to amaze me. Its really amazing how I can take things for granted after being used to them, my day to day would blow some people away, hell it blew me away 5 months ago.

Craig David’s “7 Days DJ Premier Remix”:
I met this girl in a subtle way
Walkin’ my way
Must have been my day

I guess this is Christmas Eve, I guess…
I’ve never felt so blahzay for Christmas, I guess I don’t get to spend Christmas with anyone I really love for the first time in my life. I mean everyone is in my mind, but they are just that, in my mind.
That’s enough for now, I don’t want to be depressed…

Well I got the colors fixed I think, didn’t take long but it took me a long time to get to it. I want to add some more junk to the main page but I’m not sure how I want it, maybe I’ll get to in in the next week sometime. In the meantime, here is another link to the picture gallery:

Click here for the picture gallery.

Another word of warning, the gallery is still very big and so it may take a long time to load on a slow connection.
I will also get the time changed to my local time instead of the server’s time in the US soon.
Because I started off the other day with some lyrics from “Trying People” here is some more since I listen to this song so much.

I want a wife
I love women
How could I front like I don’t be in love with ‘em?
A little man
That I could teach
A little sand
But not the beach
I figure excess will only bring an excessive amount of fuss
So when I’m gone make sure the headstone reads, ‘He did it for us.’

Well I screwed up again last night. The problem is that it doesn’t only effect me.

“Hold on, be strong”